!~MeGa~DePrEsSiOn~!

I don't know what is wrong lately.. I've been so depressed.. I'm not sure.. I have an idea of what I'm upset about.. But I can't think about it.. God.. Where did I go wrong in my life so far? It all happened the day I was born, I bet. I've made bad decisions.. Here lately.. I think.. Why does it feel like almost everyone hates me..? I'm sure that the reason I'm so depressed is cause I had to make a hard choice.. I understand that a lot of people hates my ex.. He isn't as bad as I made him out to be.. I will give him that much.. But he broke me time and time again.. I'm nuts <3.. Everyone is gonna look at this and tell me im completely stupid. Yes, I love my boyfriend at this moment.. Yes I told my ex that I won't go back to him.. He's the one waiting.. I'm not sure, but some stuff he said got to me, made me think of the past.. Life is ok at the moment.. I'm just being a depressed idiot.