Weird.

I loled when my best friend told me that my ex is going back out with his old ex. It made me happy cause at least he will be outta my ass. :]. Anyways I'm so pissed off at my cousin, Kevin, that it's not even funny. I wanted to go see New Moon so he promised me he would take me, well he went with someone else last weekend and then went bowling this weekend. So fuck him. :]. I wished I had money. I would go then but all of my friends have seen it and Dee wouldn't wanna go with me cause she is sick of Twilight etc etc. I think today is gonna be a shit day. I'm sick of stupid shit going on, my mom is throwing a fit and idk why. I'm so so so sick of life atm. I just said I'm gonna kill myself and no one said anything. I love the way my family loves me. I have nothing to look forward to atm. I'm hella sad and hella depressed and hella pissed and I hate stupid shit!!!!!!!! :\.