BAN!KAI!

Sooo... Ichigo is sooo about to go Bankai... I'm watching the third season of Bleach. On episode 52, the one where Ichigo is fighting Zangetsu for his Bankai. Renji is gonna go "apeshit" HAHA (Zabimaru Reference!)! On people.. Renji is about to get his ASS kicked by Byakuya.. Fuckin prick. Anyways, enough about Bleach... Well, I'm ready to watch this fight. xD!

Next thing, My bestest friend started talking to me again. Yaii! :]

Another thing, My day was fuckin H O R R I B L E... Mama was sick this morning and I had to drive her to dialysis... Well I drove back home and then I sat around watching Bleach then I took a shower.. Well that was all good and fine until I went to go pick mama up... I started down the road and then the tire blew out... I was panicing, I called Mama and Mama was freaking out because we need two new tires... and unfortunately we can not afford two new tires for that car... Well I was freaking out and started having a panic attack. This old couple stopped right after I called mama back again and she told me that my aunt was on her way. I told the elderly couple that and I thanked them. Then this weirdo hick guy stopped.. I was scared! But I told him that I had help on the way so he left me. Well Mama sent me a text yelling at me, Lol. So we get into town and pick Mama up and she is on a R A N T from H E L L. Lol. Anyways after that my day got a bit better.

In other news! I recruited my first member to the clan! Yay!

Anywaysssss.... Off to play RuneScape!

Love you all!

Idk. Depressed.

Why is it that everytime something good happens in my life, everyone wants to either fuck something up within their life which effects me or they want to leave me. Shit. I sound emo. I guess I just need to suck it all up, huh? But with all this it's making me think of past things that have happened. I mean I've lost people.. so many people.. so many friends.. but friends come and go.. but.. what do I have? I get to stay here alone.. Lonely.. I have my family. I have my boyfriend. Only thing that's missing are my friends.. I guess I'm not very understanding. Also, my boyfriend has a temper, not with me, but it was crazy cause that was the first time I saw him that mad, last night. Meh. The only people who have been talking to me lately are Timothy, Josh, Jeff, and the people from the clan when I'm in there. Jenny talked to me yesterday, and Kacee talks daily. So why am I still depressed? :( Well.. I just feel so lonely.. Has anyone ever lost a best friend before and then get another.. one that hasn't tried to walk out yet. Then they want to stop talking to you for about two weeks. Just to test themselves. I just don't understand. I guess that I'm just not that way. But yeah, we haven't been talking much cause, well, she has work and college. I have school and I have to sleep at night so I can get up early. It's usually late at night when we were able to talk. When neither of us were busy. I don't know. I just know that I have to get ready for school. It's 6:45. The bus will be here soon.. I guess my Love is still asleep.. Good.. He needs it.. Well.. Off to another day of pure Hell. Talk soon. <3

Music: I'm sorry I am- brokeNCYDE

Mood: Meh. Blah. Depressed.

Book: Newww Mooooooon.

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One True Tale

Alright, this poem I had to write for English class... It's like Anglo-Saxon style poetry with kennings and alliteration. I hope you all enjoy it.

One True Tale

This tale is true, and mine.

I was lost, traveling through time.

A hand reached to me,

Grabbing my battered heart.

The calm of my seas,

He called out to me.

Stopping my inner parade of death,

He grabbed me and pulled me from

The far depths of my mind.

Only the jewels of the sky knew,

What our friendship brought us to.

Smiling at last, with no pain.

The warmth of love fills my veins.

Sweet summer stars show what is ours,

Two hearts collide into one true tale.

Written By: Amber August Harvey    

By the way, Dee, I know you will read this.. I took the one you told me to use. <3

I hope you all enjoyed!

Sorta Upset.

Meh... I'm sorry... I feel like complete shit...

Ugh...

I feel like I wanna cry -_-

Yer. I'm being emo.

But it sucks when someone you love is mad at you.

... Laterr ...

Ai Shiteru

Morning!

I got a call from my Love this morning.

He should be leaving Chicago soon to head back to Kentucky.

I miss him.

<3

Kimi ni Aitakute : Gackt

kimi ni aitakute

dare yori mo aitakute

mou ichido kono te o tsunaide hoshii

kono heya ni mada okiwasureta

kimi no omokage o sagashiteiru yo

me o tojireba ima mo kimi ga

soba ni iru you na ki ga shite

itsuka wa atarimae no you ni

wakare ga kuru koto

wakatteita no ni

kimi ni aitakute

dare yori mo aitakute

wasureru koto nante

deki ya shinai kara

kimi ga mienakute

nando mo kizutsuketa keredo

mou ichido kono te o tsunaide hoshii

deatta shunkan ni koi ni ochite

omowazu kimi o dakishimeteita

sonna boku ni warainagara

"baka ne" to karuku kisu o shite...

daremo ga deai to wakare no naka de

tashika na ai ni

kizuiteiku

kimi ni aitakute

dare yori mo aitakute

hajimete kimi ni atta

hoshizora no shita de

kimi ni tsutaetai

todokanai omoi demo

boku no kokoro wa mada kimi o sagashiteiru

itsuka wa atarimae no you ni

wakare ga kuru koto

wakatteita no ni

kimi ni aitakute

dare yori mo aitakute

wasureru koto nante

deki ya shinai kara

kimi no tame nara

sou kimi no tame nara...

mou ichido kono te o tsunaide hoshii

itsumo tsunaida te wa atatakakatta

 

(Translation)

 

I want to see you

I want to see you more than anyone

Once more, I want you to hold my hand

I'm looking for vestages of your presence

still left over in this room

If I close my eyes, even now

I can almost feel you next to me

I always took it for granted

Even though I knew

that we would part

I want to see you

I want to see you more than anyone

I simply cannot

forget about you

I cannot see you

I've hurt you so many times, but

Once more, I want you to hold my hand

The moment we met, I fell in love

and without thinking, I hugged you

You laughed at me and said

"You silly" and gently kissed me...

From the time they meet until the time they part

No one realizes

true love

I want to see you

I want to see you more than anyone

The first time I met you

underneath the starry sky

I want to tell you

about the feelings that haven't reached you

My heart is still searching for you

I always took it for granted

Even though I knew

that we would part

I want to see you

I want to see you more than anyone

I simply cannot

forget about you

If it's for you

Yes, if it's for you...

Once more, I want you to hold my hand

Your hand held in mine was always warm

☮♥ The Power of Love Overcomes the Love of Power. ♥ ☮

☮♥ The Power of Love Overcomes the Love of Power. ♥ ☮

DEE.ESS. IS THE BEST IN THE BUSINESS...

PEE.ESS. (WE GOT DICKS LIKE JESUS)

pl0x.

Ily Dee <3

Ai Shiteru Oneesan

Sabishii <3

<3